Hello Jessica,
I know that keeping our gaze on Jesus is not easy when the world is so alluring. Yet, if you
want to go to heaven, you will have to discipline yourself. If you spend time with Christians, it
will be easier to walk away from the world and it's problems (pleasures[?]). You have the power
to walk away from sin and every appearance of evil, because God has given you that power.
Read 1 Corinthians 10:12-13. Looking at the previous verses in 1 Corinthians 10 will show that
the events recorded are written for our encouragement and instruction and warning so that we
will not fall under the same condemnation.
You pray, and ask others to pray for you, and you re-dedicate yourself to the Lord. It won't be
easy, but if you stick it out and serve the Lord, the ultimate victory and blessings will be well worth it.

Hang in there, baby!